the awesome moment when your best friend cant even speak to you about whats upsetting her, instead she talks to mum.. wow, that makes me feel so much better knowing you cant even speak to me!
So I found out on the 21st of April that my dad had once again been admitted into hospital. This time it’s because he has blood clots in his arm so now he has to inject himself with this stuff that’s apparently like rat poison, twice a day for 10 days just to make sure it doesn’t move around his body. Have to say my heart stopped when i seen the message, I thought something had happened with his pacemaker!
When is it ever going to end for him?! :(
Noah Craig - my adopted nephew, the only boy that will have my heart, the only boy I will ever love, the only one that makes me smile. I love him to the moon and back! Forever and always Stare Bear, ❤
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Slow down Katniss by 25% and what do you get? Will Ferrell.
“I VOLUNTEER!!!”
I AM SCREAMING.
THIS IS AMAZSDFDDFGNSGHJFMJBHKSJHDX
this is more than perfection.
Pertty sure I jUST brok e mylung?
lfmao i haTE TUMBlr OMFG
(Source: captaintightpants, via laughzone)
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On the 4th of February this year, I found out my dad’s heart had stopped and he collapsed and got admitted into hospital, my heart felt like it dropped, to know that I was so close to losing him and not even knowing, it scared me! I dropped everything I ever thought/said about him and I went to the hospital, as soon as I seen him it was like instant tears, everything that has happened the last 6 months meant nothing to me at that moment, he had a cut eyelid that was a few cm’s from cutting his eye from where his glasses shattered when he hit face first into the ground. So he was in hospital for a few days and was told he was to get a pacemaker, they then told him he was fit enough to be at home and discharged him. A few weeks went by and they told him the pacemaker was too much money for them to pay so he was to have a heart monitor, they went through Catherine King who then contacted the CEO of the hospital who then contacted the surgeon who was to do dad’s surgery. He then contacted dad and said he was going to do it and that money shouldn’t have even been a factor in this, so a few more weeks went by and he had his tests, I then got a text message saying he was in hospital and now has the pacemaker in. I went back up once again and seen him when he told me he had what he described as an epileptic fit when he was having tests and then another one in the bed. It freaked me out to see the drip in his arm, all the bruises and cuts he has, to know that my dad who is 51 years old, as healthy as anything has to have a pacemaker, it freaks me out to know I nearly lost him a month ago, it has made me treasure every moment I have with him, to know it was so close and that I didn’t even know, to know that at any second he got sent home, he was on his own and could’ve convulsed at any stage, to know nobody was with him during the day, that is what worried me most. I think about this every night and I literally cry, to know in those 6 months that the same hurt I felt, he did too, to know he was nearly not even on this planet anymore, at that moment in time, nothing else mattered, to know his safety and health was at risk, that was the main thing I worried about.
To know that he tried so hard to contact me, to know that at my cousins 21st that he so badly just wanted to come up to me and say hello, to know that he really did care and I just shoved it aside, I realise now that he did care, I was just too caught up in the lies that I never even noticed. I love you Dad so very much, don’t ever leave my life, as I’ll say again, I’m sorry for everything!!
proud of my mum, she’s taken on the role of being a mum and dad these last 6 months, its been tough but myself, her and my brother have gotten through it together, this family is stronger than ever! <3
“One of the most successfully prolific YouTubers is Shay Butler, who each week posts (as Shaycarl) a short action-adventure-fantasy video studded with hilariously low-budget special effects. On his second channel, he uploads a video a day, mostly by turning the camera on his life with his wife and four children—first as they lived in Idaho and now in LA. The Shaytards, as these videos are known, often run for 15 or 20 minutes—an eternity in YouTube time—and each is watched tens or hundreds of thousands of times, the ensuing comments often numbering 10,000 and more. At Maker, I sit down with Butler and KassemG, another prominent YouTube partner. A guileless and charming everyman, in the mold of a Kevin James, Butler wears mirrored sunglasses perched atop a backward baseball cap and sports a plunging beard that hangs down like a bib. Because of the intimacy of his videos, his fans are especially loyal, if not rabid.
“If my mom tells me on camera that I’m looking a little fat,” Butler says, “my fans will be like, ‘Shut up, bitch,’ in the comments. I mean, come on, guys. That’s my mom!”
“His mom is a huge bitch, though,” KassemG interjects.”
THE LAST FRAME <3
